Came Out of My Mind, Onto Paper.

"“I want to grow old without facelifts… I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face..."

Tue, 05 Oct 2010 04:15:55 -0400

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“I want to grow old without facelifts… I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I’ve made. Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you’d never complete your life, would you? You’d never wholly know you” -Marilyn Monroe

“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.” -Winnie the Pooh

“Dream as if you’ll live forever. Live as if you’ll die today.” -James Dean

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Tue, 28 Sep 2010 20:14:57 -0400

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Everything is falling apart.

Sat, 25 Sep 2010 15:55:45 -0400

I wish I was 16 again. Waking up from this nightmare. Everything was good back then. I was happy, my family was happy, I had no worries. But everytime I open my eyes I still am in the same damn place with the same damn feelings.

Am I depressed? I feel like all I do anymore is cry. I never stop. Everything just seems to be sucking. I feel like I am in the worst time of my life.

I cant eat, I cant sleep, all I do is cry. I try and stay busy and nothing works. I cry at home, I cry at work, I cry in the car. Nothing occupies me anymore.

Advice would be great. Someone to really talk to would be great. The one person I used to talk to about everything cant talk back to me. I go and talk to her and its like people think I am crazy for talking to a stone, but its not just a stone.

Lord please help me hang in there, because I am in the lowest point I have ever been.

If anyone asks, I’ll tell them we both just moved on When...

Sat, 25 Sep 2010 15:12:47 -0400

If anyone asks,
I’ll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I’ll pretend that I don’t hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I’ll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I’m okay with it all
Act like there’s nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

If anyone asks,
I’ll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I’ll pretend I’m okay with it all
Act like there’s nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I’m talking in circles
I’m lying, they know it
Why won’t this just all go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
Cry

I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG RIGHT NOW!!! curse you clifford!...

Sat, 25 Sep 2010 00:52:41 -0400

I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG RIGHT NOW!!!

curse you clifford! you got me into jonny craig!!

I must admit. Jonny Craig is pretty awesome [:

Footsteps In The Sand. poem (not by me)

Fri, 24 Sep 2010 19:45:55 -0400

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
“LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you’d walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don’t understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me.”
The LORD replied:
“My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you.”

Check out my Ebay! Needs books? I got college books.

Fri, 24 Sep 2010 12:07:18 -0400

Check out my Ebay! Needs books? I got college books.:

I have college books A LOT cheaper than AWC sells them. I put some of my mary kay makeup up there for grins and giggles. But I am trying to sell ALL of my old college books, so if you need college books, check it out [:

WAKE UP AMERICA!

Fri, 24 Sep 2010 12:04:45 -0400

> Had to send it because I agree!
> How much will we lose before taking a stand?
>
> Great grandfathers watched as their friends died in the 1ST WORLD WAR.
>
> My father watched as his friends died in WWII.
>
> I WATCHED AS MY FRIENDS DIED IN KOREA.
>
> MY SON watched as HIS friends died in Vietnam.
>
> AND WERE ALL WATCHING OUR YOUNG MEN AND WOMEN DIE IN THE TWO WARS BEING
> FOUGHT AS THIS MESSAGE MAKES ITS WAY AROUND THE NET.
>
> None of them died for the Mexican Flag.
> Everyone died for the American flag.
>
> Texas high school students raised a Mexican flag on a school flag pole,
> other students took it down. Guess who was
> expelled…the students who took it down.
>
> California high school students were sent home on Cinco de Mayo, because
> they wore T-shirts with the American flag
> printed on them.
>
> Enough is enough.
>
> This message needs to be viewed by every American; and every American
> needs to stand up for America.
>
> We’ve bent over to appease the America-haters long enough. I’m taking a
> stand.
>
> I’m standing up because the hundreds of thousands who died fighting in
> wars for this country, and for the American flag.
>
> If you agree, stand up with me. If you disagree, please let me know. I
> will gladly remove you from my e-mail list.
>
> And shame on anyone who tries to make this message racist.
>
> AMERICANS, stop giving away Your RIGHTS!
>
>
> Let me make this clear! THIS IS MY COUNTRY!
>
> This statement DOES NOT mean I’m against immigration!
>
> YOU ARE WELCOME HERE, IN MY COUNTRY, welcome to come legally:
>
> 1. Get a sponsor!
>
> 2. Learn the LANGUAGE, as immigrants have in the
> past!
>
> 3. Live by OUR rules!
>
> 4. Get a job!
>
> 5. Pay YOUR Taxes!
>
> 6. No Social Security until you have earned it
> and paid for it!
>
> 7. NOW find a place to lay your head!
>
> If you don’t want to forward this for fear of offending someone, then
> YOU’RE PART OF THE PROBLEM!
>
> We’ve gone so far the other way … bent over backwards not to offend
> anyone.
>
> Only AMERICANS seems to care when American Citizens are being offended!
>
> WAKE UP America ! ! !
>
> If you do not Pass this on, may your fingers cramp!

The Angel Went Home.

Thu, 23 Sep 2010 00:30:32 -0400

God created an angel in the beginning. We did not know when He created her, but we found out later when she found Christ Lutheran Church. Though her background was not the greatest, God gave her a new life. Her new life was amazing and she touched the lives of many people. “God Bless You” was her favorite three words and they were the last three words I heard from her. God thought it was time for His angel to come home. Diane Schilke, you were a very loved person and you will forever be missed. <3

THIS IS WHAT A BEST FRIEND LOOKS LIKE! THIS IS WHAT A SISTER...

Wed, 22 Sep 2010 05:08:00 -0400

THIS IS WHAT A BEST FRIEND LOOKS LIKE! THIS IS WHAT A SISTER LOOKS LIKE! and i for sure will never let her leave me.

"Promise you won’t forget me, because if I thought you would, I’d never..."

Wed, 22 Sep 2010 05:01:28 -0400

““Promise you won’t forget me, because if I thought you would, I’d never leave.”
~Winnie the Pooh~”

- To My Best Friend Linda Mae Shank!

Frien-emies??

Wed, 22 Sep 2010 04:58:57 -0400

Ya so. Frien-emies, cute right? WRONG! It is lame. Friends or enemies? OMG lets just be both! Bahaha!

So totally crazy ass day. Hahaha stupid stupid stupid. WE DO NOT ALWAYS GET WHAT WE WANT! Welcome to the real world. Pickin my ass up and moving on to bigger and better things.

Alcohol? NONE FOR ME! Smoking? EW GROSS WHO DOES THAT. Drugs? AH HELL NO!

10 more months til the lease is over. Counting down baby.

Oh dear December please hurry up! I would like to see Linda (REAL BEST FRIEND!) maybe she can save me from my chaotic lifestyle. <3

Mary Kay Anyone?

Mon, 20 Sep 2010 14:35:59 -0400

I really need to get back on selling my Mary Kay. I think I have taken a long enough vacation from it. Oh dear.

On a good note, I guess he and I are fixing things. Its funny how someone can call you names one night and the following night, they do a 180 and everything is babe and baby and love. whew.

Audio

Sat, 18 Sep 2010 14:55:45 -0400

"I’ve found out why people laugh. They laugh because it hurts… because it’s the..."

Sat, 18 Sep 2010 14:52:09 -0400

““I’ve found out why people laugh. They laugh because it hurts… because it’s the only thing that’ll make it stop hurting.” -Robert Heinlein.”

Broken...

Sat, 18 Sep 2010 14:50:07 -0400

Life really starts to suck when you think about it. After all the things you have been through with the person. A year and a half when you used to only date people for 2 weeks. Where did the time go? When it was good it was going great. So what happened? Why do we fight all the time? Then you say it was a waste. Then you tell me “she” was the best girlfriend you had ever had. You told the girl you love that “she” was better. Broke me down. How could “she” have been better? You told me “she” could not measure up to me. What happens now? Where do I go from here? People in high school used to say “heartless bitch” well now, I am just heartless…

Video

Fri, 17 Sep 2010 11:41:55 -0400

"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love..."

Fri, 17 Sep 2010 11:36:04 -0400

““Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.”
-James Baldwin”

Oh Dear.

Fri, 17 Sep 2010 11:33:00 -0400

What does seem to be the matter with boys? I am not saying all boys. One imparticular in my life. What do I do? Me: Gives and gives and does everything right and gets nothing back. Something is wrong with this picture. /: Not exactly that picture ^^^. That is what I should be getting, yet that is what I am giving. Geez. Maybe I should wear the pants….